Wednesday, April 11, 2007

vacations

what does one do in the holidays?go places,get a job,do a course?not me.i have given half hearted efforts to get a job.mind you,they have been half hearted since im not too sure of doin one.i am also at a stage in my life where i need to decide what to do,you know,to make my future secure and stuff.SECURE!!,FUTURE?!!hellooo,my present aint secure in the first place,and you ask me to think about the future.you know,they say one never knows until its too late.well,i think its already been late and gone.being a pessimist at any instance where action is required, i find no work befitting of my talents.but i do have to admit,sitting at home does drive me paranoid.

i keep shuttling between the pc in my room to the tv upstairs.see,excercise along with entertainment!(climbing stairs,in case you didnt get it). to break the monotony,i did try and read Ruskin Bond,a semi autobiographical novel.it drove me crazy!!i would wake up dreaming about his so called ayah,who mind you had the built as well as the 'grace' of an elephant.

Crickets been doing rounds all around.India being out,it still holds interest for me.We were expecting too much from our team while it had only shown flashes and that too only of mediocrity.one may blame the coach with his wierd method, but i say the cricketers had gotten too comfy in their sweatpants with their godfathers heading the managerial show.

I had my friend arrive from the uk,along with promises of clubbing,late nights,etc,etc.hes been here for the past 10 days and we are yet to see that.the other friend seems to busy with his newly arrived girlfriend and one another has taken upon himself the task of engineering.

so i stay at home mostly,with a few feeble efforts to loose weight taking place in the morning and the its repurcussions dealt out throughout the day by napping.

i have a happy and content life.